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Reflections and expectations, new is old, old is new, blue is shared, and shared is blue.

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Hi everyone, How are you all ? I know I promised video blogs and things but currently I haven’t had lighting on my side, despite having the technology for a feasible implementation. Something about the darkness I find more comfortable then any light anyways. My music is old, slowly growing and changing like most things, but it gives me inspiration to reflect, and support to deal with the emotions and illogic I encounter in the jumping , hopping and bouncing of everyday life or life everyday. I have read all but one of the books great Aunt Jackie gave me for birthday / Christmas. Interesting what see classifies as regular […]

Pudding, Railroads, Headaches and slow progress

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Hi everyone, My current status is a bit of a conundrum. I have been stressed, sick, sore, tired, happy, busy, concerned, GIR-like, distracted, in awe, inspired and then some. I am enjoying my holidays, kind of, although given the amount of work I have to do still, I really couldn’t say that I am enjoying them. At least the blackberry pudding and the 3 hours sleep I got this afternoon (to cure my headache…) helped my unusual mood. I also found my copy of Railroads Tycoon 2 and after redoing the first campaign and tutorial, and wasting more time playing ET only to be disrespected by idiots. (where did the […]

Hell’s library is run by an expatriate, sleepless nights, logic and faith, amongst other madness

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Hey everyone, It seems my last post was too soon. 🙂 I am now in the process of recompiling every useful application so that it will find libexpat 2, which has had a recent ABI change. It is things like this, that prove that the perserverance and patience I have actually has a use. Lucky for me, I am using a dirty symlink hack (ln -s newlib oldlib) to allow my computer to function, well enough until revdep-rebuild finishes. On the upside my sound works on startup as I found out in my C HASH (This is my campaign to get it reknown as C HASH) lecture, when the KDE […]

Spasmodically arranged in time and space with bits and pieces all over the place, that is what Life is

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Questions, Life and difference I am fond of asking questions, as most of those who know me or know of me know. I always will be. (No,no,no …. that isn’t a first sentence, it is a hidden pun ;P) (NB: ;P the winking tongue out is one of my favourite custom emotions). Everyone is searching for something, I search for knowledge amongst other things…. That is the simple reason why I ask so many questions. People are always talking about Life, how wonderful it is, how messed up it is, how things reek of irony and deja vu. I have been known and classified as many things. However one of […]