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Hi, Deus ex somnia, ens causa sui , esse est percipi, hic et nunc, in absentia dementia extant vivendi. Sola omnia, Hinc illae lacrimae, Major e longinquo reverentia, Omnia mea mecum porto, Omnia sufficit, Semper cogitans. I will remember the promises, those hidden will grow, time will pass and the future remain. Best wishes, Benjamin Southall aka Appleman1234 🙂
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Hi everyone, The question of how one is , is in itself self an interesting question. Does it or any question have an answer ? Is an answer the answer ? And what of truth ? is it the true answer ? Unicorns are unicorn despite their colour. Time appears to be progressing, like rain that never stops dripping and dripping, until everything around it is either eroded into nothingness or becomes one with the flow of the rain ebbing, flowing and pooling admist the obstacles of circumstance. The thing about the rain is when you stand in it you get wet. Maybe it is the same with time, when […]
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The partridges return in their dance Through the eye to the tiger, time flies Black leaf of red tree leads to minimal satisfaction The intertextuality replaced by misfortunate circumstances Rapture still remains with Euphoria broken and crying She wants to go home, but nobodies home, so there she lies broken inside Tooth for a tooth, wrestling fairies endure suffering but don’t find Buddha’s wisdom Still hassled by the askers and the silent placing their judgement as they blink , they fail to think , relying on good taste and instinct. Misheard words echoing through a room till the resonance takes over, the symbolism lost like a isohedric clover Mistrust, contempt […]
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Hi everyone, How are you all ? I know I promised video blogs and things but currently I haven’t had lighting on my side, despite having the technology for a feasible implementation. Something about the darkness I find more comfortable then any light anyways. My music is old, slowly growing and changing like most things, but it gives me inspiration to reflect, and support to deal with the emotions and illogic I encounter in the jumping , hopping and bouncing of everyday life or life everyday. I have read all but one of the books great Aunt Jackie gave me for birthday / Christmas. Interesting what see classifies as regular […]
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Hi everyone, Had the cluster meeting yesterday, thanks to those who showed up. We have more hardware now, and a newer gentoo install , all we need now is for piggy to find the scsi drives and the ball will be rolling. Otherwise all that is needed is a few additional spare parts and to setup the SAN box on the Dell Poweredge 2500 rather than the Poweredge 6400 (which must be vampiric or emo, or both and a twilight fandell as it likes to cut me and not find disks. Our magnificent effort was in spite of the lack of internet and the rain . (prorata makes me rage, […]
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Hi everyone, Discovered some really nice strangers on omegle.com, it was definitely worth trawling through the trolls and people searching for cybersex … Since when did conversation or talk mean sex ? Honey , we need to talk ? …, Oh well don’t get me started ranting on oversexualisation of society. It would be interesting to see what changing the underlying anthropological social structure would be however, but I doubt it would happen outside of communes. Managed to move to a place with a pool and that is able to get internet, which is nice. Firefox is currently been replaced with Konqueror, as firefox seems to have flash, tab / […]
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Hi everyone, I am currently surviving. Zombies haven’t eaten me yet. I need to focus on the project I am working on for advanced data visualisation. Words not said are currently interesting me at the moment. Golden drops of silence, as I attempt to diagnose which SSH no longer seems to work on my NAS (thecus n1200 , ivanhoe). I currently blame the new firmware. I am hoping to either get it working again or end up installing Gentoo directly on the nas. But I need to focus on partial differential equations study. I managed to scour various pdf texts on areas of interest, so that I can start reading […]
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Hi everyone, Perhaps now I will recall what exactly I wanted to type about. I have been working quite hard on my advanced data visualisation project and have come to the abrupt realisation that spectographs/ spectograms are not effective visualisation methods for audio analysis, as they look cluttered and are visually difficult to measure or discretise. This means that I am going to be investigating various transformations / discretisations I can use on spectograph visualised audio data or alternate methods of visualising audio data. Currently the software I have been looking into includes Sonic Visualiser, Wavesurfer (which I will probably eventually get working with TCL / TK 8.5 after lots […]
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Hi everyone, How is everyone ? I am back at uni and quite busy despite only doing two subjects this semester (Advanced Data Visualisation and Analysis and Partial Differential Equations). rebecca finally has scim with all the languages(I had forgotten to emerge scim-tables), it also has Tagaini Jisho (awesome Japanese dictionary of doom, so I can translate manga, anime, etc, if I want to ) . Either going to start running IOU campaign tommorow or as soon as all 6 players are in the same room and free to play. Laningrad was awesome. Happy Birthday to all those celebrating their 21st then. I finally got to watch Kino’s Journey and […]
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Hi everyone, All my assessment for this semester is completed and now I just await my results. Now my eyes / mind / various other squishy appendages turn to all the objectives and things that piled up on my floor or been pushed aside. (Actually my floor is clean, suprise I actually managed to clean my room whilst studying). Meanwhile I have been organising what needs to be achevied during both this gap from study and in the following semester. Spent a large amount of time looking at networking equipment (switchs, routers, smart switchs,etc), (hacking NG GS608s via eeprom to enable the BCM5398 smart managed switch features, if NG has […]